Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Gott ist tot?
Saturday, July 5, 2014
Я И МОЯ ТЕНЬ
Моя тень: Не надо плакать.
Я: Я не плачу.
Моя тень: Кажется, что ты плачешь.
Я: Это только кажется.
Моя тень: Почему ты прячешь лицо?
Я: Я ничего не прячу.
Моя тень: Слёзы текут по щекам.
Я: Это пот течёт. Поэтому тебе кажется, что я плачу.
На следующий день я обратился к своей тени, и она мне ответила вот что:
Я: Не надо плакать.
Моя тень: Я не плачу.
Я: Кажется, что ты плачешь.
Моя тень: Это только кажется.
Я: Почему ты прячешь лицо?
Моя тень: Я ничего не прячу.
Я: Слёзы текут по сердцу.
Моя тень: Это кровь течёт. Поэтому тебе кажется, что я плачу.
С этого дня моя тень от меня ушла. Так вот всё у нас закончилось. После её ухода, я здесь её жду. А, может быть, она меня ждёт где-нибудь.
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Я-дерево
Ничего не говорил,
но наблюдал за всем вокруг.
Меня называли деревом,
потому что я не говорил ничего.
Теперь я больше не дерево.
Я говорю много,
и все люди смотрят на меня.
Меня называют книгой,
потому что я рассказываю обо всём.
Thursday, October 3, 2013
a mi vida
De la que no tengo que hablar.
Puedo hablar cualquiera, pero no la vida.
Como la vida me detesta, no me gusta.
Sí ella me permite de hablar de ella,
Voy a decir, "tú eres un animal monstruoso.
¡Qué pena! Hay que vivir contigo hasta morir.
Pues la muerte es una opción para escaparte."
Thursday, August 8, 2013
Sous le ciel d'Edimbourg
On vien ici pour chercher quelques armes qui peuvent tuer la solitude.
Je me demande si c'est bien pour soi-même, tuer sa solitude?
Quant à moi, j'étais jamais seul avec elle.
Sans elle je serai vachement seul.
Alors conclusion:Je serai seul sans ou avec ma solitude.
Quel paradoxe nous avons là!
Il faut éviter la vie.
Elle est monstrueuse.
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Child in Time
Sweet Child in time you'll see the line
the line that's drawn between good and bad.
See the blind man he's shooting at the world,
the bullets flying and they're taking toll.
If you've been bad oh lord I bet you have,
and you've not been hit by flying lead.
You'd better close your eyes, bow your head.
Wait for the ricochet, yeah.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
what the poet needs
They think where we are is extremely important.
Dare I say, no, it is not!
Where we are is not the matter,
It is kind of simulacrum.
The only matter is what we are.
Then let me ask myself a question.
What am I?
Oh, I am scavenger!
The things people dumped are the matters to me.
Desperation, Grief, Absolute Loneliness, and what not.
I need them to be what I am.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
The sorrow had the name
that once was my skin,
had its own name.
It was your name, my dear.
Do you know? It was your name.
The same sorrow has dropped
into the frozen crystal pot.
Then it has turned into the compassion.
And I drank up a cup of that bitter liquid.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
le dialogue des animaux
"pourquoi tu me regardes comme ça?"
Le chien repond,
" je ne sais pas, mais tu me ressembles délicieux.
Est-ce que je peux te manger?"
La femme dit,
"pourquoi tu me regardes comme ça?"
L´homme repond,
"je ne sais pas, mais tu me ressembles charmante.
Est-ce que je peux te baiser?"
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
a soul rape
And the old angst waited there in the cavity of my body.
I knew the name! the inquietude against the eternal solitude!
She crept all over my wounded soul,
as she was about to caress and to make love.
But I couldn´t do any thing.
I even could not move just a single finger.
She raped my lonesomeness just like that.
Now please get away, you old bitch!
La nausée
On n'a que le temps de manger.
On mange le temps.
Et de temps en temps
on vomit ce qu'on a mangé.
La nausée me mange aussi
d´un coup, un seul coup.
Alors je me suis perdu
dans cette nausée.
Monday, October 25, 2010
bist du Gott?
schatten: denn was bist du?
charlo: ich bin Gott.
schatten: wie bitte?
charlo: ich bin Gott.
schatten: ah, schließlich wird er verrück. oh mein Gott! Verzeih ihm. Er weiß nicht was er tut. Verzeih ihm wenn du wirchlich Gott bist.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
What the art was and what the art is
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Why I kill the sun
You've been dried too many years.
Now you're dying of the thirsty,
you bloody sun.
I'll revenge myself on you.
l'art et l'enthousiame
Quelqu'un qui veut répondre à tous: Ben, alors... l'enthousiasme est frère de la souffrance. C'est très simple. C'est pour ça ils sont contre l'art. C'est une chose triste aussi.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
the stage
On the stage we do what they don't want.
That's why I love the stage.
That's where I live.
Out of the stage we can't do whatever we want.
Out of the stage we do what they want.
I call it the hell.
That's where the hell I live.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
la bougie
Toi : Ah! tu veux dire ma bougie?
Moi : Oui, ta bougie. Ça me fait aussi mal. S'il te plaît.
Toi : Non, je le refuserai, je garderai ma bougie justqu'à la mort. C'est ma propre bougie, n'est ce pas? La peur, c'est pas à moi. C'est à toi. J'aime la peur. Ah! merde! que ce-que tu fais! arrête! la voilà! tu a éteint ma bougie finalement. Alors, tu es content? On n'a pas peur. Mais, à cause de cela, on ne peut plus voir.
Friday, April 2, 2010
little bird talks, but...
LB:(silent)
She: (to He) What's her name?
He: We don't know yet. But we gonna figure it out soon. We asked her what we can call her. But she haven't said anything yet. No, I mean, she didn't pronounced any syllable yet. But like I said, don't worry. We gonna figure it out. Just time is the matter. Or maybe we can give her very good and resonable name. Do you have any idea?
She: (laughs) Well, how about ah... Little Bird.
He: That's not bad. Little Bird is O.K. Look, she's so tiny, and her hairs are like canary feathers. That suits her. Little Bird.
She: Hey, Little Bird, from now on your name is Little Bird. Are you happy now?
LB: Ja, aber ich spreche kein Englisch. Ich spreche blöd Deutsch. jetzt seid ihr froh? Ihr dumme Englischsprecher.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Der Kleine Vogel
Er hat nur geschluchzt und hat kleine Träne fallen gelassen.
no way out
Friday, April 17, 2009
I have to lie
Monday, March 23, 2009
Why is the life sad?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
A Letter From Javi and Georg Heym
Auf einem Häuserblock sitzt er breit. .
Die Winde lagern schwarz um seine Stirn.
Er schaut voll Wut, wo fern in Einsamkeit
Die letzten Häuser in das Land verirrn.
Vom Abend glänzt der rote Bauch dem Baal,
Die großen Städte knien um ihn her.
Der Kirchenglocken ungeheure Zahl
Wogt auf zu ihm aus schwarzer Türme Meer.
Wie Korybanten-Tanz dröhnt die Musik
Der Millionen durch die Straßen laut.
Der Schlote Rauch, die Wolken der Fabrik
Ziehn auf zu ihm, wie Duft von Weihrauch blaut.
Das Wetter schwelt in seinen Augenbrauen.
Der dunkle Abend wird in Nacht betäubt.
Die Stürme flattern, die wie Geier schauen
Von seinem Haupthaar, das im Zorne sträubt.
Er streckt ins Dunkel seine Fleischerfaust.
Er schüttelt sie. Ein Meer von Feuer jagt
Durch eine Straße. Und der Glutqualm braust
Und frißt sie auf, bis spät der Morgen tagt.
Anyway he has also a sad heart. That's sure! Javi, thank you for your consolation.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
François, Janus und Kaktus
the bible
Warum reisen die Leute?
mystic eyes
think like a tree
Being lonely
Äpfel und Schlange
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Heimat
Was bedeutet die Heimat? Für mich? Sie bedeutet die Angst. Als ich Kind war, wollte ich nach Hause nicht kommen. Wenn stand ich auf, fand ich allerdings, dass ich wie immer zu Hause war. Deswegen hatte ich Herzschmerzen. Heute stehe ich auf und finde, dass ich noch immer zu Hause bin. Der Kummer besucht mich wieder. Dann schreit das Herz "Oh, nein!"
Friday, January 30, 2009
auf ein Floß
Hier bin ich allein seit 20 Minuten. Ich habe geglaubt, "Es würde viel Spaß auf ein Floß." Aber ich hatte nicht Recht. Was ich sehen kann ist bloß Wasser, Wasser, und Wasser. Manchmal höre ich schrechliche Geräusche von meinem Floß. Vielleicht ist es ein gefährliches Zeichen. Es ist ein Moment in dem ich meinen eigenen Tod rieche.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
la fiebre
Tú me preguntas sí yo tengo fiebre. Pues sí, yo la tengo, Pero, esta fiebre no es la que tú tienes.
los ojos
Es extraño que no puedo pensar nada cuando estoy contigo. Tal vez es a causa de tus ojos. Dentro de ellas hay alguna cosa indescriptible. Son como el mar negro y senso que lleno de esqueletos de corales.
un pájaro que no tiene patas
Un día ella me preguntó sí yo conocí la avestruz que no puede volar. Yo le respondí, ¨¡No! no la conozco, por el contrario, yo conozco un pájaro que no tiene patas. Este pájaro tiene alas transparntes y gigantescas que pesan sólo una pluma. El nacío y vive sobre el viento. Nadie lo puede ver. El no puede aterrizar nunca, excepto una vez en su vida porque no tiene patas. Es cuando el muere. Esta vez, el ha sido visto por la gente. La gente empienza a patear con crueldad sobre su cadáver. Por eso, yo quiero ser un páraro sin patas. ¿Entiendes?
el alquimista
un fantasma loco
¡Mira! Hay un fantasma perdido en el mundo real. El no sabe qué alma tiene o a qué persona debe querer. Por eso un día el víno a mi hogar a preguntarme quién es él. Pero yo, ni siquiera sé quien soy yo, como puedo respo...
Saturday, January 24, 2009
tears in earth
when you have the tear-drops in your eyes that do not want to touch the damned soil, what can you do? In my case, i held 'em back in my deep and brocken heart. i don't know why i did that, but i just did. that makes me always sad. yes i knew that my damned heart couldn't hold 'em. those liquid also lost their place. now they are running all over my vein, keep blaming what i did. oh hell! sometimes we should drop our tears, or they will kill you. just drop 'em. i think that's what you can and what you'd better do. don't worry about the fucking earth. let them be free, i mean, all the holy fucking way, let them be free and be wet the earth. maybe in couple o' years, oh no maybe in several decades, the children will touch the same old earth, in this time not damned but blessed earth. i mean, by your own tears...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Rissiges Herz
Sie: Bist du traurig?
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Zapata und Charlo
Dylan Thomas und Charlo
Kabale und Liebe
Sunday, January 4, 2009
ghost
Once i mentioned about the ghost idea of Eugene O'Neill. But his idea was origined to Ibsen's. Why were they so haunted? Maybe for them the ghosts were better than the human beings. And I totally agree with them. The ghost doesn't kill the men, because they are afraid that the human beings come to their world. Only the mankind kills the mankind.
"...I am half inclined to think we are all ghosts, Mr. Manders. It is not only what we have inherited from our fathers and mothers that exists again in us, but all sorts of old dead ideas and all kinds of old dead beliefs and things of that kind. They are not actually alive in us; but there they are dormant, all the same, and we can never be rid of them. Whenever I take up a newspaper and read it, I fancy I see ghosts creeping between the lines. There must be ghosts all over the world. They must be as countless as the grains of the sands, it seems to me. And we are so miserably afraid of the light, all of us." - Henrik Ibsen, ghost
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Mother O´Mine
When I was young, I liked this poem. And I recited, recited more than thousand times, remembering that I had my own mother too. When I was grown up, I stopped reciting it. But once again I remembered that I'd liked the poem, when I lost my mother. That moment, I didn't know what I had to do for her. Then I just read it for her.
EL PAÍS EXÓTICO
I AM BLUE
Harry the Nobody
la melancolía
TENGO TREINTA Y OCHO AÑOS
Hoy, yo tengo treinta y ocho años. Quiero que alguien lo sepa bien. Claro, sé que esto no es importante.
EL MAR DE MUERTE
Esta mañana, no, exactamente no mañana, cuando el sol iba a mostrar su cuerpo frío, yo sentía, no yo escuché una voz que susurraba a mi oído izquierda, "veeeeeeen, veeeeeeen, veeeee.."
A PHÈDRE
Perfide! Traîtresse! Monstre!
Quoi que l'on t'appelle,
Tu es une femme attirante
A cause de la malice.
Ton amour à l'orgueilleux beau-fils,
Ton humeur aux ennémies,
Tout me plaît, comme j'aperçois
Mon destin dans le tien.
Viens à côté de moi pour que
Je te sauve l'âme perdue.
Je te bâtirai les autels
Comme tu lui as fait.
Viens dans ma chambre où
Les chandelles ténèbreuses frissonnent.
Viens au foyer qui fut jadis gelé
Par ton épouvantable crime.
Là nous dégèlerons nos fatalités
Et nous réchaufferons nos désirs
Qui ne sont plus interdits.
Par les poètes tyranniques je bien connais
Que tu n'est qu'un fantôme sans os,
Il te faut, toutefois, connaître
Que je ne suis qu'un esprit sans pays.
Si tu viens sur-le-champ à moi,
Je t'aimerai et te caresserai.
Je t'aime de tout mon coeur
Car j'aime tout ce que l'on hait.
THANK YOU MY BEST BUDDY
I woke up to a peculiar sound and looked around. But I couldn't find anything strange in my studio. Everything was like what it was: an audio set turned off; a computer, colored black by darkness, in which a cursor waiting to be typed by any soul was blinking dimly; and a digital clock showing
Reeve, who had dreamed to come to this darn
It was a summer day in 1988 when Reeve introduced me to Eudita, his girl friend, who studied with him in the design school that he considered as the first step to his future. She was the unforgettable type once you see her and surely was the person who had the most attentions in the huge wedding party for my friend, even she was just a bride-maiden. But soon, I forgot about her. Although she had invincible beauty that made other women jealous, she was merely my best friend's girlfriend. I didn't have any feelings against her. As a matter of fact, I was as busy as a spider spinning desires at that time because I had just entered a trading company and could fulfill my dreadful dream-Don't be curious about what my dream was. It is not what I'm going to talk about. It is all about my buddy. I was just a dealer (now I don't know what I dealt was: that might be some articles or some souls).
It was six months later when I saw her again. One day, Reeve called and asked me to go to the cafe Malentendu where they, Reeve and Eudita, were supposed to meet. According to his excuse, all of a sudden, he had to go on a business trip, so he tried to contract her in order to cancel the date, but he couldn't get in touch with her. What a boy friend ! I accepted his request because of friendship or brotherhood, even though I was reluctant to go there. Don't get me wrong. I wasn't interested in what she looked or what charm she had. Any spell-bound didn't work to me. I was totally against those magic-words, or was a misogynist. Please remember I was one of the busiest people in the world creating my mythical dreams.
When I got there, she hadn't arrived yet. Waiting for her, I ordered a cup of cappuccino. Even after I finished my cappuccino she didn't show up, then I got the second cappuccino. I was a little bit furious about their attitude and about their stealing my precious time. "These ignorant designers! They don't know how to design! They need a lesson! Ah! There she is!" Finally she showed up with a pair of tight blue jeans and a white T-shirt which gives her breasts cupful lines remarking her naive cupidity. Delivering his apology, I quelled her amazement of seeing me in his place.
"I'm sorry for being late. If I knew you would be here, I should be in time," in foreign manner she apologized.
"No, it's all right. I spent a great time with my friars," I retorted.
"Pardon me?" she asked.
"Oh! I mean the cappuccino. I already drank two cups. 'Cause I love its flavor and taste, but the best part of it is the color. Do you know where the word cappuccino came from. That's Capuchins. They are Franciscan friars. Thanks to the color of their garment, we named it cappuccino. But I like call it my friar. It is the happiest time for me to kiss it slightly and have it in the mouth and in the gut," I continued, "Then I had it twice. You know, it's better than foutre."
She burst out laughing and said sorry again. I laughed too plainly. Anyway I carried out my duty successfully. She suggested to go to a movie, they were supposed to see "Basic Instinct". During the film, I thought that she had an air of Sharon Stone.
That very moment was the beginning of all following events between us. I don't know why I felt such a strange sense of jealousy at that moment. What a tangled web we weave!
The devil that slept in mind woke up and whispered, when she asked me something which I can't remember now, : "Listen, buddy. Look at her beauty, the darken hair, the dreamy eyes like mourning stars, the milky skin, and these lustful lips! What a charmer! That's exactly your type. And she is interested in you. Let's take her."
But my conscience dissented, "Don't do that! She is the only girl that your best friend loves. You can't do that to him." I seemed to be reminded of our good friendship, but I couldn't refuse the sweet lure of the devil.
"What's the matter? What are you afraid of? Reeve? Forget him," the devil urged, "He is not on your side. Let's think of me. I've always been with you. If you want to kidnap her blind conscience, I'll help you. I am your only best friend in the world."
With his assistance, I began to influence her slyly. I tried to prove how I was superior to him in such a cunning way which nobody could figure out. My web was too complicated and delicate for her to escape. I did what I could! Of course, I knew she couldn't extricate herself from this type of web by her attitude during our conversation. In every way, the web was greater and more successful than I had expected. She was like an weary insect that has no strength to struggle with a spider web.
Since that strange date, I had some occasions to meet them because she had solicited Reeve for my presence. By the way, it didn't matter to me. I could taste my confidence and act stuck up whenever I met them. Also, I often witnessed the scenes when she complained to him comparing him to me and all the rest that, in fact, was useless. Their behavior satisfied me, a hypocrite who had an obsession about him. But, I didn't stop. Pretending to be his best friend, I constructed a labyrinth that they couldn't exit. They couldn't flee but instead ended their love as two little lambs come to the wolf in sheep's clothing.
Although they seemed to have fallen in love for a time, I knew that there would be a crack in that puppy-love because I believed in the consequences of my trap. In fact, women like her have a desire to possess things which they don't have but which someone, who they know, has. Then there I was. I had a Master Degree of that kind of game. I was using this. I paid for most entertainment and dinners, and showed my prowess whenever I joined them on their dates. Of course, my stupid friend welcomed me; he believed I was his best buddy, so that's why I paid for them. He never knew how much I enjoyed my game.
By the way, she grew more disappointed with him for not having the spending power that I had, unless I was present. At last, she decided to be realistic and asked him to separate. But he didn't catch the point. He tried to make her happy in other ways and at times begged. At first, all his efforts seemed to be successful, but too late.
To solve the problem, they needed me and dropped by to see me respectively. Although they were in trouble, their situation was not bad for me. If you've ever been in this situation, you could understand my feeling. If you never had any experience like this, let's imagine that someone, whom you know well or even don't know, asks for your help. Maybe your heart will be full of self-satisfaction and confidence caused by the competence to change someone's mind.
No matter what they expected from me, it was certain that I ridiculed their demeanor. In spite of this cruel thought, I pretended to be a good adviser and friend. Do you think they could be happy again with this hypocrite's help? They didn't have a chance.
For a time, they seemed to have gotten over their affair, but the way which they were going didn't distress me. Everything was going the way I had planed except for the unexpected last scene.
Have you ever devised a plan like the one above? I bet you think of me as a wicked bastard. Maybe you are right. But please don't think that all I thought about was raining on their parade. As I told you before, I was working like a busy bee at that time to achieve my ambition. That is, I didn't only concentrate on setting the trap for them. The cruel planner of this trap was not me, but the devil that hid under my skin and these pitiful companies' ineptness for self-realization. I don't mean that I want to exonerate myself from any blame. All I had done was to provide a little personal assistance to activate the devil's plan. They should knew that there is no free lunches.
After a year of being their affair counselor without charge, the fateful day arrived. While preparing a seminar that would be held the following week, my phone rang loudly. I picked it up, and heard Reeve's voice.
"Gene? Do me a favor?" he said gloomily, "Write this down, 7 2 1 2 3 1 0 ......."
I asked suspiciously, "What for? What's this? What do you want?"
He replied, "It's her phone number."
"Whose?" I inquired vehemently.
"Eudita's phone number. Please tell her how much I loved her, if you ever see her," he muttered, "Now good-bye..."
All of a sudden, I had a foreboding, and immediately shouted, "What? Where are you? Hey! Boy!"
There, however, was only the echo of my voice on the receiver. He had already hung up. I called his office to learn what was going on, but the information I got from a chilly voice secretary was that he was on vacation, even though it wasn't vacation season. Then, I did everything I could to find him out, but I lost all the trace of him. Ah, he got away from my hunting net!
Soon, however, I who sought the bubble reputation and was a member of the modern hypocrite club got my way. Soon I forgot about him and focused on the task for the seminar, much more urgent than his missing, considering his behavior as the rambling of a fool.
Two days later, I could contact him. Of course, reluctantly. He called me up again. "Hello, M&M," I picked up the phone, but no answer. I asked again and finally heard a voice on the other end.
"Oh! What's wrong with you? You out of mind? Where are you now? Why did you take a vacation? Are you crazy? Give you a penny for your thoughts. Let me know where you are," I spat some words without stopping. But he began to sob, and told me that she was going to shack up with an another guy that I knew. Then he pleased me to come out and console his weary heart.
There he goes again. It's was a good chance for me full of selfishness to prove I was superior to him. But I couldn't respond to his begging for comfort from me, because I was behind in my work that would allow me to get a promotion later.
I told him to go to le cheval de bois, a bar we went to regularly, and wait for me. The next thing I did was to call Dion, a friend of mine and his, and tell Dion the whole story. I asked ( no it's better to say "I commanded") him to go to le cheval de bois and be with him until I got there. Dion accepted my request, so I could finish my work without any obstacles.
When I arrived at the bar, I didn't have any opportunity to be proud because Reeve was already too drunk to talk. Instead, I heard about what he had done for two days via Dion's emotionless chattering mouth.
According to Dion's account, the Poor Reeve, he went to his hometown river two days before, in order to commit suicide after calling me. However, facing the hopeless color of water, he had second thoughts as follows : "Why should I kill myself? Why am I on earth? What about my parents and sisters, and my kid brother? If I did this silly thing, where would they leave? Let's think about this. What is the most valuable thing in the world? Even though I made this decision, why is it hard for me? Let's try again. There is no reason I should give up my life." So he stopped by her office with a bouquet of roses as soon as he arrived in the town where his whole memories about her was still living vividly. But what awaited him was deliberate cruelty. She told him that she was going to shack up with someone else and asked him to forget about her in order to kick him out definitively. Her strategy was so great that his wandering soul was knocked breathless. And then he asked me to help.
After listening to Dion's story, I found out what I should do for him. And I decided to take him to my apartment and made a quick departure. On the way home, I thought that he was really foolish and dangerous. Although we had been friends for about ten years, I never realized how stupid he was. So, to really help him, I made up my mind to tell him how to live in this harsh world, what he should do in this hell, and how many charming women were waiting for us in this world. She is not only fish in the sea. With the purpose of giving a lesson to this childish friend, I reinforced my conscience.
When I was ready to tell the truth, we were home, and he was still drunk. I had confidence that I could turn around his mind when he woke up the next morning. So imagining his grinning face covered with foolishness which I would face as the first thing in the next morning, I threw his drunken body into my double size bed and hit the sack by him.
I was awakened by a strange sound and looked around. But everything seemed normal. Everything was all right, and the clock indicated 4:00 a.m. I opened the window and took a breath, listening to the gloomy sound of the raindrops striking against the pale blue colored window pane. Taking a breath again, I thought I had had a nightmare.
I mumbled " Nightmare......."
At that moment, I remembered the presence of Reeve, and turned my eyes to the bed. I was stunned. He was not there. I called out his name, but I didn't get any response. With a dismal feeling of foreboding, I tried to open the bathroom door, but it was closed. I knocked and yell his name, but there was no reply and I had to open it with the key slept for a long time in my closet. I laughed as soon as I opened the door because he was leaning against the wall and sleeping in such a queer position. What a fool!
I shouted, "Wake up! Let's go back to bed! Come on!"
After I moved closer to him to take him, I saw that an exuberantly colorful necktie, which Eudita presented for his twenty-seventh birthday, linked his pale and long neck to a glittering shower pipe on the wall. To avoid the sinful panorama I drove my bloody eyes on the right side, then found a note on the toilet on which were written the words : "Thank you, my best buddy."
Now , many years have passed, and I am in Paris where he had desired to come. I don't know why I've chosen this city to stay. But I guess it is not my will, but another of the devil's plans.
I'm sorry, but let me stop here because I can't hold back my tears anymore. I'd like to finish this story by saying " Forgive me, my buddy, even though it was an unforgivable thing, Let there be no hard feelings......." and it is time to have another cappuccino.